
"Believe it... or not."
Godspeed Mr. Palance: you were one of the greats.
"Believe it... or not."
Godspeed Mr. Palance: you were one of the greats.
This election may have yielded something truly remarkable. It would definitely be worth trying, at least...
Two things that this man did stand out in my mind right now: the score that he did for the mini-series Lonesome Dove, which was nothing short of magnificent. And the music for Conan the Barbarian: without question one of the greatest movie soundtracks of all time. I think my favorite tracks from Lonesome Dove were the theme, and that one you hear when Gus and Lippy are riding away from the saloon with the two pigs following after the wagon... I loved that track! And as for Conan the Barbarian, well, everything about that score resonates on some kind of primal level. "Prologue/Anvil of Crom" is something that I've told Dad he needs to have playing in his knife shop whenever he's using the forge to heat up his blades. "Riders of Doom" and "Battle of the Mounds" I like for similar reasons, but that quieter part from "Battle..." when Conan is praying is especially good. Whenever I find myself locked in some kind of torturously slow task the "Wheel of Pain" track always winds up playing in my head. But my absolute favorite track from Conan the Barbarian has got to be "Atlantean Sword": the one that plays when Conan falls into the tomb of the ancient Atlantean general and finds the sword that he uses for the rest of the movie. The music in that scene evokes dreams of antiquity beyond reckoning. It's the kind of music that almost makes historians and archaeologists weak in the knees. Poledouris did the music for quite a few other films, including The Hunt for Red October and Robocop. And if Paul Verhoeven had ever been able to make Crusade with Ah-nuldt Schwarzenegger, I always thought that Poledouris would be the one to score that, too.
Well, it's sad that he's left us. I might have to put Conan the Barbarian in the DVD player sometime this weekend, and raise a toast to his memory.
I still can't believe how good I'm feeling tonight. The news came a little over 24 hours ago that I hadn't won a seat... but I've still got the most wonderful sense of euphoria at how good I did do. By the way, I didn't realize it until earlier this evening but I came within 813 votes of landing a seat, and only 117 votes less than Jon Mason, who came in seventh place. Considering the intense voter turnout - despite the rain and cold we had all day yesterday - this was a very close race for the most part. You can view the final election results here.
Okay, time for me to go and unwind a little before hitting the sack. I've got to be at work tomorrow morning at 7, but Thursdays are usually pretty laid-back at the station. I'll have time to compose more thoughts during the day tomorrow.
This is your live Rockingham County Board of Education election day coverage from the perspective of candidate Christopher Knight, signing off... :-)
WOW!! Now that was a cliffhanger! Excellent episode... even if ABC did break in with that crap about the Virginia U.S. Senate race. Look, so far as I'm concerned Kate's story was a LOT more important than whether Allen or Webb won: they're both more fake than anything Lost has given us. Can't wait 'til February, when we see what happens next.
EDIT 10:13 PM EST: Let me rephrase something I wrote a little while ago: Lost is FAR more believable than ANYTHING regarding either the Democrats or the Republicans.
Okay, back to the show...
I've also spent part of the evening calling supporters and well-wishers. The sentiment from everyone has been that they're proud of how well I did and that I ran a good campaign.
And you know something? This is the first time in a long, long time that I've allowed myself the luxury of feeling proud of myself. It's been so long since I've felt that, that... I don't even remember when was the last time, or what it felt like. But I'm letting myself feel it now.
To everyone who supported me and kept me in your thoughts and prayers: Don't feel disappointed about this election. Ever since last night, this has been a good thing! Given a lot of factors that were working against me, I had a remarkably great showing... especially for a first-timer. And like I said last night, maybe I didn't win this election... but this was the first time that I've felt that I'd finally taken a step on the road that God has planned for me. Even though (as my good friend Melody commented) I was always on that path... well, it really is quite astonishing to actually see your own feet walking on it.
There's more that I'm going to be writing about in the next day or so. One thing in particular, I haven't said anything about it openly yet. I think it needs to be said though. It's going to come when I discuss the results of last night. And those who I've talked to in the 24 hours or happen to live in Rockingham County will know exactly what I'm talking about.
Okay, off for now. Time to watch Lost with Lisa (this is the last new episode until February so it better be pretty fraggin' good :-).
It doesn't matter to me anymore which party is in control of Congress, or the White House even for that matter. It took me long enough but I've come to realize that both of the major parties... actually, just about any party for that matter... are preoccupied with only one thing: acquiring power. They keep telling us that if we only give them more power, that they will earnestly work to make things better. So we give them power, only to watch them abuse it time after time. I don't know if I could even trust the "third-party" groups, like the Constitution and Libertarian parties as much as I would like, because they are founded on the same basic principle: "please just give us a little bit of power".
I took a peek at a couple of the big political sites (I'm not going to name which ones: they're both all too well known for which party they shill for). It didn't take much to predict what their reactions would be to yesterday's election, and it was just as I was expecting: there is jubilation on one, and outrage on the other. One is deeply saddened that their party has lost power, while the other one is basking in euphoria.
And while I'm giving it this cursory glance I can't help but wonder: "What difference does it make?" I saw this same thing happen twelve years ago when the Republicans toppled the Democrats from power in Congress. Now the tables have turned... and for the life of me I can't understand how this is going to really change things at all. The Republicans have had both houses of Congress and the White House for six years now. They've had more than enough opportunity to make a long-lasting impression for the better on the American landscape. Instead I've watched them over the past twelve years as they've progressed from sweeping victory to utter stagnation. This Congress has been little more than a rubber-stamp on everything that President Bush has presented before them: No Child Left Behind, the PATRIOT Act, "campaign finance reform"... you name it, they've done it for him. The only thing that I can see happening any different is that the change in power in Congress will make it a little harder for Bush to get anything passed that he wants... but since so many things of his ideology matches those of many of the Democrats, I don't really expect him to be hampered all that much. One way or another, we are going to get amnesty for illegals rammed down our throats, no matter who's in power in Washington: it just got a little easier after last night, is all.
Other than these observations, the whole Congress situation doesn't really figure on my radar. There really isn't much more than I can say about it.
I'm still feeling what I felt last night when I hit the hay: upbeat and impressed and proud and... positively stunned. The thought of tattooing "4,584" on my chest - along with the knight chesspiece logo from my campaign - has crossed my mind at least once since last night. But I know Lisa wouldn't let me do that: a tattoo really is a permanent reminder of your temporary insanity, and it's good to have a wife there to defuse crazy notions like that :-)
There's a few things I need to do today, not the least of which is start getting signs up. There's also some things I'm feeling inclined to talk about so far as what did happen last night goes... but that might come a little later than I promised last night. Later on today though, I plan on doing the thing that I'd intended to do if I had won: even though I didn't win a seat, as proud as I am of my first-time campaign and how remarkably well I did, I think I deserve treating myself to this. You'll find out later on this evening what it is :-)
Okay, off to take down signs.
This is going to sound completely crazy to a lot of people, but: I didn't win my first election... and I don't know if I could feel any more happy than I'm feeling right now.
Out of 16 contenders, I finished 8th place, with 4,584 votes. I wound up in the top half of the finishers. From the very beginning of this thing, I had told everyone that if I only got ten votes, I would be happy. I got almost 46000% of that. And considering that this was my very first time in the political arena - not to mention the fact that a little over four months ago running for school board was the furthest thing from my mind - well...
I'm really feeling very stunned at the outcome of tonight's election. In a very positive way.
I came into this race with a message. Tonight, almost forty-six hundred of my neighbors said they agreed with what I was saying with that message. For that, for everyone who chose to support me by casting a ballot in my favor, I am going to forever be more thankful than I know if I'll ever be able to show. Forty-six hundred is a lot of people. I knew that even if I was elected, all by myself I could never set this world on fire... but a great flame can still burst from the smallest embers. And there's a lot of potential in forty-six hundred people. If God has used me in this to get just one person to think about what's going on around us, then I fulfilled my purpose in running.
Tonight was an affirmation for me. And it didn't matter whether I won or not. For years people have been telling me that I should seek public office. I had no idea when or even if I should have really sought that. But not after tonight. I may not have won the election... but more than any other time since I first became a Christian, tonight I feel as if I am definitely on the path that God has wanted for my life.
It was a good campaign, and I'm as proud of it as anyone could possibly be. It was a positive, clean campaign that never lashed out or otherwise denigrated anyone else. I would say that it was a very successful campaign even. I mean, how many first-time candidates, with their first-ever political ad - that they made themselves - wind up getting their pictures in The New York Times?
And I'm coming out of this election with a considerable portfolio of not just news-clippings, but three self-produced commercials and some print advertising. A friend suggested that I should set myself up as a political consultant after this. At the very least that was a heck of a lot of creative content that came from me for this.
Tonight, I'm not the same person who filed the papers to run back at the beginning of August. These past three months have been the most amazing growth experience that I've had in a very long time. And the thing of it is: I did grow a lot... but I never grew away from who I really am.
It's late. I've only slept two hours since waking up on Monday morning. I'm going to go to sleep and get a long night's rest... maybe the best that I've had in awhile. Tomorrow I'm going to post more about what happened tonight, and probably include some analysis of how the votes broke down.
But tonight, I get to go to bed a happy man. My wife is proud of me. My parents are proud of me. My best friends are proud of me. And I'm proud of what I've done with this race too. Just think: if I did this good my first time out, how much better might I do if I ever choose to run again in the future?
Thank you for bearing with me today, dear friends, as I strived to give you a blow-by-blow depiction of what it's like to be a candidate on election day... not to mention throughout the process of this entire campaign. I really hope that other people might read about my experiences in running and think to themselves: "I could do that. I can do that. Maybe I will do that!"
'Til later, take care, and God bless.
And to EVERYONE who has supported me throughout this thing: thank you... and you're going to get the proper credit real soon :-)
Okay, I gotta take Michael home. I'll post more thoughts later :-)
And Lisa made me take this picture of her since she got her hair trimmed this afternoon...
I can't believe how beautiful she is. Just look at me though: that's what 2 hours of sleep in the past 36 hours will do to you.
The polls close in less than a half-hour.